I adore
the Aran red sweater,
The
one we bought in
Ireland
for you.
How
complete I feel when I wear it now,
And
you are not here anymore.
I
reach in the pockets, hoping to find Something you held.
I
feel the wool you touched for warmth
And
you are not here anymore.
I
miss all the wild hair on your beautiful head,
It
covered your shoulders and framed your perfect face.
And
you are not here anymore.
I
wait and I wait to see you again.
I
go through each day,
Wanting
the dread to stop,
And
you are not here anymore.
I
can’t stand it.
~Patty S. (Mom)
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Special poem written
by Jesse Moon, 15 yrs. old, the day after the Sept. 11th terrorist attack. On Jan. 31, 2000 Jesse lost his precious grandfather and friend, Don Shaw on Alaska
flight #261 off the coast of California. His pain still shows, and he understands!
Can you see the clouds part now
An object so large and a heart so small
A sense of fear
A hand of love
The first hit has come
A second will follow
The sounds of God can be heard
And the cries of plea come with the wind
Darkness surrounds the world
Only to catch a glimpse of light
But what cannot be found
Can only be buried
How far can a senseless act travel
Only to be stopped by unforgiving memories
Tomorrow will come
But the hopes and dreams of others will not
The enemy has spoken
With actions so harsh the ground beneath will not heal
The clouds only cast more shadows
for people to turn and run
But to succeed we must prevail
And shed the hate away
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This Dreary Place
Outside the birds chirp,
A sign to move on.
But my mind won’t leave
this dreary place called grief.
For my love was too strong,
My admiration too solid!
To let go so soon…
I wish to freeze time,
lock my emotions in
this dreary place called grief.
for this empty feeling won’t
leave my body.
Its all a front if it seems
I’m alright
there may be a smile
but I’m crying inside
every word muttered is harder
than before…
-Sara Hansen
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Sara Hansen
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A Poem of Comfort
She says she’ll
never recover,
that her grief is here to stay.
Something inside me
sees something inside her-
Beauty, strength
talent and potential-
All live in that one shape
of a teenage girl.
She has a soul meant to fly free with the birds
A voice meant to be with only the best-
A spirit that cannot be tamed.
Yet she says she’ll never recover.
That her grief is here to stay
But I know my hero
and my very special friend
will be fine.
-Kelsie Martin (a friend of Sara’s)
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The Tree
of Life depicted here reflects a link between heaven and
earth and comes from the 'Book of Kells'. According to
George Bain, author of "Celtic Art the methods of
construction", the Celtic 'Tree of Life' completes the total of created
life, the seven created beings of the Celtic world, Plant, Insect, Fish,
Reptile, Bird, Animal and Man. There is a distinct similarity between
these and examples from Buddhist art, perhaps helpful in proving the
Celtic migrations to these lands.
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Remembrance
How can the ocean be still
and yet not be still?
This majestic force that has claimed so many lives.
Knowing but not knowing
the sorrow it has caused so many hearts.
Aware but not aware
of the secrets held within its frame.
Seagulls above, perceiving but not perceiving
the beauty of this burial place.
I watch the waves aware, but not aware
of their deep hypnotic pull.
But I am aware that God knows
the secrets of the ocean,
and the sorrow of my heart.
Joanne Anderson
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The Rainbow Legend:
The Chumash people have lived for centuries along the California coast
between San Luis Obispo and Malibu, whose very name calls forth the memory
of the Chumash village Humaliwo, meaning "The Surf Sounds
Loudly." Here they created a special way of life, and while some
other California tribes had similar customs, no other Native Americans
lived in exactly the same way. Their invention and use of the ocean going
redwood plank boat (Tomol), their complex village and religious life and
their extraordinary craftsmanship are what make the Chumash unique. Even
their language, with eight regional dialects, belongs to the Hokam
language family, which is the oldest in California. This suggests that
Chumash-speaking peoples were living in this part of California for
thousands of years.
According to legend, the First Chumash people were created on Li-Mu
Island, which we now call Santa Cruz Island. This island lies off the
coast near Santa Barbara. The people were made from the seeds of a magic
plant by the Earth Goddess whose name is Hutash.
Hutash is married to the Sky Snake, the Milky Way. He can make lightening
bolts with his tongue. One day, he decided to make a gift to the Chumash
people, so he sent down a lighting bolt that started a fire. After this,
people kept fires burning so that they could cook their food and be warm.
After the Sky Snake gave them fire, the Chumash people lived more
comfortably. More babies were born each year, and the villages grew larger
and more noisy. The island was growing very crowded and the noise began to
bother Hutash, keeping Her awake at night. She finally decided that some
of the people would have to leave the island and move to the mainland,
where no one lived. Hutash wondered how to get the people across the water
to the mainland. Then She had an idea. She built a bridge out of a very
long, very high rainbow, which stretched from the tallest mountain on the
island all the way to the tall mountains near Carpenteria.
Hutash told the people to go across the Rainbow Bridge, and fill the world
with people. So the Chumash people began to cross the bridge. Most got
across safely, but some made the mistake of looking down. Far, far below
the water shone, and the fog swirled. They got so dizzy that some of them
fell off the Rainbow Bridge, down, down, through the fog, into the ocean.
Hutash felt terrible about this, for she had told them to cross Her
bridge. She did not want them to drown, so She turned them into dolphins.
Later, when the Chumash went to sea in their plank Tomol, they always
remembered that the dolphins were their brothers. And in September, they
honor Hutash with a great Harvest Festival, which is named after Her.
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Dolphin image created by Tom Byrum
mycroft@academus.net
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All Is Well
~Rosamunde Pilcher
Death is nothing at all.
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Nothing has happened.
Everything remains exactly as it was.
I am I, and you are you, and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
Call me by the old familiar name.
Speak of me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same as it ever was.
There is absolute and unbroken continuity.
What is this death but a negligible accident?
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner.
All is well.
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